mestupgckid9

The Wake..<3Katie friggin Renee I love you to death<3..

2006-02-09T02:03:23Z

So....Just got back from the wake..for
Betty. Ugh, I know i didnt know the
women well but that was so hard. Not
just because someone died, because I saw
all the pain that my best friend Katie had
to go through. Im so sorry Katie, Chris,
Patty,Brent, and the whole family..I know
what she meant to you...She is your nanna,
your mother[and mother in law] and I cant
imagine what your going through.. That poem
was beautiful, too..if only i had written it
down or would know where to get it. Hearing
all those memories and all the heartache and
pain was enough to bring the hardest person
to tears..I really hope I get to go to the
funeral tomorrow, though its a school day.
I don't care, I didn't know Betty well but
I knew her, and just hearing of what a great
person she is, i regret not knowing her well.
Katie, Your like a sister to me and I love you,
I'm ALWAYS here for you, whenever you need me.
Or anyone at all. Chris too. Heck, the whole
family cause I love you all so much. Chris'
speech was sweet, and I'm glad that he, and
everyone, shared such sweet memories of
their nanna with everyone. It was truelly
moving and brought me to tears..But I wouldnt
change it for a thing, it was beautiful.
Katie, your one of my best friends, I've
known you for so long[even though when we
first met at age 5, you hated me!:p]and I
am ALWAYS, no matter in what situation,time,
place, or anything at all, I am always going
to be there for you. A song perfectly says it..
*cough*GREEN DAY*cough*POPROCKS&COKE*cough*
"Wherever you go

You know I'll be there

If you go far,

You know I'll be there

I'll go anywhere,

So I'll see you there

You place the name

You know I'll be there

You name the time

You know I'll be there

I'll go anywhere

So I'll see you there

I don't care if you don't mind

I'll be there not far behind

I will dare

Keep in mind

I'll be there for you

Where there's truth

You know I'll be there

Amongst the lies

You know I'll be there

I'll go anywhere

So I'll see you there

I don't care if you don't mind

I'll be there not far behind

I will dare

Keep in mind

I'll be there for you

If you should fall

You know I'll be there

To catch the call

You I'll be there

I'll go anywhere

So I'll see you there

I don't care if you don't mind

I'll be there not far behind

I will dare

Keep in mind

I don't care

I'll be there for you

I'll be there for you"

im there for you all...do have to say Avery crying her eyes out was
totally heart breaking. Truelly was..Rest In Peace, "Nanna." Your a
great person, a great nanna, a great mother, and you have a lot in
faith. A lot of faith in your family and friends. You will truelly be
missed, forever. But we will all see you, again. Rest In Peace<3

And thats just the way the cookie crumbles..<3..

<3Karley<3

Im not growing up, im just burning out.

2005-11-13T16:35:01Z

So, i havent updated this in the longest time. A lot has happened sense the last time i updated this... First of all, me and ben. almost was but didnt work out...and im heartbroken. yes, i am. i wish it would have worked.. first off, we went to a skatepark concert together. It was one of the best things i've ever been to with a guy. im not going to give details, just know that it was amazing and anything you would want to happen with a guy on a cold night at a ..skate park concert..well, it was amazing. but one night while i was talking on the phone with him, he told me it wasnt going to work. said we dont have anything in common and that my parents were to striked. that made my whole, WHOLE world come crashing down..it was the worst thing ever..well, i've been through worse but it made be feel like crap and i wasnt worth his time at all. i cant believe it. i do love him. and i will always. im not kidding, it isnt one of those things were people say they will love someone forever and not..it just doesnt work that way.. i new it was going to end up like this. relationships always end up rocky for me. they dont work. it just DOESNT work. ever. other then that..my grades are suffering. everything other then english. english is good. i have a feeling my parents are going to get the report card and blow out of the ceiling. sometimes its the exact opposite but, that never happens that way either.

Lyrics of the Day:

I caught fire by The Used:

Im melting in your eyes
I lost my place
could stay awhile..
and im melting in your eyes
like my first time
that I caught fire
just stay with me lay with my now

mestupgckid9 @ 2005-10-24T15:18:00

2005-10-24T19:27:10Z

IM IN LOVE.

yeha,you heard it.
Love.
with BEN.
Rudolph< 3
He is amazing
completely amazing.
Even though I'll never be with him..
Ever...
Unless he quits pot.
Which im sure he wouldnt..
of course he wouldnt. He likes me but I dont think he does THAT much..
I know he likes me a lot..just not as much as i like him.
Which is a lot.
a lot<3
Plus, who would ever quit pot or something that ..well.."important" to them..
Nobody would ever want to quit something just for me..
Never has,
never will.
The end.
I just wish
My parents would understand about him..
There is sooo much more to him then pot.
SO MUCH MORE!
And I know that I wouldnt ever do drugs.
So they should be able to trust me..
anyway, going now..bye..
<3Ben<3

p.s.-Tom is a amazing person!:)

-Karley♥

Lately, I've been..a shell of m.y.s.e.l.f can't you see?

2005-10-20T21:58:44Z

So. Today. was. pretty much AMAZING IN EVERY WAY. I am so happy at the moment, but there are a few things bringing me down. okay, here it goes..

A guy I like SOOOOOO SO SOS OSOSOSIGNOJFNGDSOFGHS MUCH likes me back and i could easily be the happiest person in the world at this very moment. It does feel good to be this happy and all but, im too happy. haha the reason im too happy is cause well..im so happy that i dont feel good. i have a bad stomach ache and its driving me CRAZY. WEE! HAPPY! yayyyy happy. happy happy happy.

well im going to wal mart with Tiffany,so i will write later.

-Karely-

Katie, ohhh Katie;)

2005-10-19T21:20:38Z

Okay so basically this is my first livejournal thing *EVER* and i've dedicated it to my dear friend Katie *I LOVE SPOOGLE* Bowman! hahaha. Anyway.We use to walk on the beach at 4 am
Watch the sun roll in
just sitting on the beach together
Waiting
I'll always be waiting
For that summer to come back again
I want my whole life to be like that summer
Sitting here remembering all the good times
Sitting here, wishing it would come back
Waiting
Im waiting
I'll always be waiting..
For that summer.
Smiles always plastered on our faces
nothing could bring us down
We'd always be found in our favorite places
Where did the time go?
Will my life ever be whole again?
Im waiting for those good times to come back around.

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Hey Katie guess what. Spoogle. Derek. Red swing. Fireworks. Marshmellows. Camp. Scavenger hunt. Swimming. hide and go seek in the dark. "am I GAY?!"skip-bo. sparklers. you staying at myhouse till 3 am. ohhh the memories;) Anyway, I just hope you feel better friend. I will always love you and will be here for you when you need me, okay? You know the number:):)